Me Against The World

A battle that I dearly wish to win.
Me against the world.
Wondering what they will say about me,
Has made me act in a way I never thought I would.

The battle is fierce, me against the world.
The good man in me knows just how best to love you.
Yet the world is fighting against me in all fronts.

I'm gentle, the world wants me to be aggressive.
I wanna wait for your time the world wants me to do it now.

I'm pressured from all fronts,

they say why wait so long.
Yet I don't mind.
I wish I can listen carefully to the real me.

Every time, I depart from the real me,

listening to what the world say;
I end up regretting.

How do I confront this world and his ways?

The best way to win the battle between my heart is to listen to you.
The best way is to trust you;
Listen to you when you say "Not Now"

Trust you when you say; "Next Time"

Like doubting Thomas,

the world has taught me to believe after I have seen.
Listening to the world's voice has left me in complete shame.

Twice I have not listened to you;

twice I have done you wrong.

I have learnt the world's ways don't work for me,

when it comes to loving you.

I know my heart knows how to love you best.

When I trust my heart;

I can never go wrong with you.

I have chosen to stay true.

Staying true to my heart;
when it tells me to trust you.
From today onwards,

I chose to follow my heart and trust you.

The battle between me against the world ends with you.

It ends with trusting you;

You are more than the voice of the world.

I don't want you to forgive me;

I want you to realize that I'm human too; 

Whatever I did was because I didn't stay true to my heart.

I didn't listen to you when I should have;
I didn't trust you when I should have.

Help me win this battle;

me against the world.
I don't wanna feel its pressure no more.
All I wanna do is trust you.

All I want is my heart in control.

I could Have Waited

If wishes were horses;
Kings and Queens we would have been;
Everybody riding on their own.

I have got only one wish,
I should have waited,
I wish I had waited,
Waited for April, seven.

Waited for the day;
The day you will give yourself to me.
It was total confusion;
A lot of misunderstandings.

Failure to read each others mind.

I thought I knew you,
Yet I was only beginning;

If I have any regret,
It will be losing your trust,
I was not made this way,
A song I will always sing.

Yes I'm so impatient;
But I was willing to learn it from you.

Because you loved me,
You didn't want to prolong the wait.
I had so many doubts,
doubts of your coming.

I was not gonna be angry,

I was gonna happily wait.
Wait for the day I was gonna see you.
Wait for April the 7th.

This is my only wish;
I could have waited,
Waited for April the 7th.